My heart is not in its place
i feel it doesnt beat for me any more
i feel it just beats for some one else.

moment she is my vicinity...(even virtually)
my hearts starts accelearting...it wangs its tail.
it has tsunami of emotions,every time i meet her.
my mind has been battered by these emotional upheals..

she is smart,intelligent,talkative and single.
she is my angel...but she doesnt believe in angels.
she has different take on life,unlike mine.
she has struggled in life,so do i.
but i wonder,whether she understands my feelings.

right now, i dont want to ruin the friendship.
but..i feel the time has come to tell her the truth.
but how...where...when..these questions still
linger in my brain .