Confused,Dazed

wondering what takes to ride on this world
pondering why me why me.
why God gave half concious to me.

At the crossroads to heaven and hell,
got to choose between them.
decide to return home..

All the fell at the doors,
Unable to ring the bells of success,
would i be like this forever.

never tasted what love is like.
never had a toast of bliss,
may be,this is what life is

i dont why i am writing this blog.
i dont why i think this way.
i dont why i am like this.

may this what i am looking..
a flight of freedom.

just another guy........

i was just another guy,
in this world of mortals,
i was just another guy,
in this world of mortals.


just a poor soul in city of nights,
wondering in the neon lights,alone
even god never noticed my plight.
trying to control the fire.

so far away from Love,
marooned in my dead garden,and
she gave me the flower of love,
took me to the eternal eden


never saw anything like this before,
now i am very much sure,
This is Love,This is Love.

i was running away from you,
trying to become,what i never wanted to be,
now i am with you,take me in your arms,

Going to this jungle, everytime
where everything looks so insane,
its been such a long time,
where i had companion,

Almost 2 years have gone past,
i am still here with screwed Past.

Memories burning my hair,

As I rest my body rests in a chair,

Never had this feeling of loneliness

Lost in this world ,my consciousness,

They send me to a cliff edge,

Tried to throw me out, still

hanging out with one hand,

searching for food for my brain,
asking the god for monsoon rain

praying to the lord, making myself louder,
crying for my freedom, crying for my freedom,

yesterday, i was so happy,

now i am just walking heap of garbage,

tommorrow looks so tense,

i sit and talk to my friend,
never compliants,even when i am mad,
and just listens to me for hours

always there when I am in blues,

There is nothing like sweat pain,

Swet is all I